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Thursday, November 20, 2003 i had a bonding moment with a friend from school. she's older than me, so it was really nice to hear that she was looking out for me. she said to me, "theresa, you need to focus. you're losing focus. you need to buckle down and get with it." and i said, "yes, yes, thank you. i really appreciate you telling me this. i need people to tell me this." very cute skirt vanessa. it looks very good on you. classy. so my whole family is sick. well minus my dad. but i think he's been too busy playing with his new home entertainment system to have a caught anything. but apparently me actually being home yesterday gave me the cold too. blah. i feel so gross. my throat hurts so bad. almost as bad as that time that i wanted to cry b/c it hurt so bad. i am wide awake now. i left my TA class an hour early, skipped mormon class and came home early to take a nap. i woke up when my sister almost fainted. she went to the bathroom and when she came out, she said she couldn't see anything. so i rushed over and let her lean on me as i laid her down on the ground to get some blood to her head. she has a fever again, but not too bad. man, being sick over break is gonna suck. we all need to get better before then. nobody come near me, you guys shouldn't get sick over thanksgiving, or so near to finals. man, i can't afford to get sick. noooo!!!!sorry i complain alot on my blog. wouldn't you rather i complain here than in person? Wednesday, November 19, 2003 did anyone catch phantom planet on that carson daly show last night? damn, i missed it. i was still awake at that time. man. i'm wearing my sister's jeans today again. a different pair. so yes, we do need to go shopping together. we just need to do something together. it's been awhile.my mom stayed home today. she is sick. my sister stayed home from school yesterday. she was sick. with 103 fever. youch! i came home last night at 9 to have dinner with my family. peter was nice enough to offer to pick up a cake for me for my mom b/c i had no time yesterday. so i invited him over for cake. so when i came home to find my sister with a fever, i went into immediate older sister mode. i was rearranging her blankets and she was like, what are you doing? and then she stuck her foot out from under the covers and i started tucking her foot back in so that she was well covered and ready for bed. we were just goofin around. aww. someone asked me why i study at uci. or we were having some conversation of that sort. i said, "i like to be home on the weekends. i am away at school all week that i like to be a little closer to home. " and then i stopped and said, did i just say that i'm away at school? how did everyone do on midterms? everyone okay? stay strong! shake it off. shake it off. Tuesday, November 18, 2003 i need to go shopping. i don't fit into any of my pants anymore. especially those dark levi's we got at the outlet....but shhh! don't let people know we got it at the outlet. ?? don't mind me, i am on a sugar high. the only drink i had in my backpack was coke. too much sugar for the morning. anyways, yeh, i need to buy new pants b/c i am wearing my sister's jeans this morning. did anyone happen to read the article on blogger's home page about "mom finding out about your blog?" my mom found out about vanessa's story once...today is my mommy's birthday. i came into her room this morning and i knew she was in the bathroom changing. so i yelled out, "mommy! you are in your birthday suit today!" we had our laugh. you had to be there. i gave my mom a big hug and then rushed out the door to make it to school on time. i had a bonding moment with my sister and mom this past weekend. well, even in that short time that i was home. my sister has been sick this past week and so she walked up to me with cough medicine in her hand. placed it on the table, and just plopped herself down on the ground. she then cried out, "nurse! can you get me my medicine!?" i just stared at her. funny girl. then i told my mom while she was sitting at the kitchen table about to reach for her medicine. as i told her that, she stopped and cried out like a little child, "i want my medicine!" i placed the tablets on the table for her and said, "here you go." she cried out, "no!" and continued to point back and forth from the tablets to her mouth. you had to be there. i miss my family. novembers and decembers are kind of hard for me. maybe there's so much going on. maybe that's when my gemini sides come out. no matter how happy i am, there's always things that give me a deja vu feeling and i get really out of it. who knows. 3 more weeks! 3 more weeks! i can do it. i can do it. but why is it so long!?! i can't take this semester thing. and i was feeling so screwed with my schedule next semester too, until i found out that at least i got into o- chem. i'm still screwed with my crappy schedule though. manic monday Monday, November 17, 2003 i wold like to warn you and apologize that my blog is boring.it's my mom's birthday tomorrow. i almost forgot. i won't be out of class till at least 8. maybe i can give her an IOU and take her out Saturday. yeah. but i think we have gio on saturday. or maybe that's sunday. i don't know what to do. i should call my sister. they other day, i had to ask my mom if she could pay my credit card bill. i haven't had to ask them for money since...well since junior year of high school. aww, i felt bad. but i don't work so i shouldn't feel so bad. but i feel bad that there are people out there who work and go to school and manage it all quite well. aww. i suck. thanksgiving next week. yeh. a week off from school. yeh. my aunt isn't having her usual thanksgiving dinner at her house b/c she has to prepare for the big reunion the following day. i guess my family will prepare thanksgiving so that we can at least all get together. we haven't actually prepared thanksgiving dinner for a really long time b/c it has always been at my aunt's. it'll be alright. i'll learn how to cook so i can be girlier. now, time for me to catch up on all the stuff i didn't do yesterday or this past weekend. crap. by the way, why did mark come up to me and say that i was pimpin' the two brothers? Sunday, November 16, 2003 what did i do all day? eat and sleep. what did i just do? eat. so now i sleep.i'm so tired i can't take it anymore. what to do. what to do. |
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