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Saturday, April 19, 2003 so i'm taking summer school. a last minute decision. chem 120. all this time, people would ask if i was taking summer, "no, are you kidding me?" man, but i guess i really am.last night we went to see the yeah yeah yeahs at the scene in san diego. how scene the kids are. dude, san diego is so far. even for me and i drive to fullerton everyday. i guess i can only drive half hour blocks and survive, otherwise it a looong ride. so tomorrow, i will make an attempt to get some major studying done. note to self: i need to do my psych reading, my cas reading for my test on wed. next monday i have a bio paper due. which reminds me i have to look for a book on ebay to get soon. i have my presentation on may 1st. that's in a week and a half? okay, i hope that's all i have. hopefully i will remember to get going on all these things. Wednesday, April 16, 2003 josh just called me. he wanted me to be his girlfriend.haha, i'm kidding. he called and he said he has an audition this afternoon and he needs a girl to pose as his girlfriend. i don't know why. i didn't get a chance to ask. i told him i have class and to try calling jenn. she's home today. so this is from jenn's livejournal. she had a dream and i was in it. it's funny or weird. i had another crazy dream last night...theresa and i were playing with my turtle. she told me that he looked like he needed a new shell. i was like huh? she said yeah, you should go to the pet store and get a new one. i told her i didn't know the shells came off. she said yeah watch. and she showed me, it was like a clam shell, you squeeze near the hinges and it comes right off. but we didn't take it off of dirtbike. i was like ewww what would he look like w/o his shell? so we went to the pet store. we asked the pet store guy and he said he didn't have any shells and he wasn't sure where to find them. but he said yes, they need new shells to keep healthy. we looked around and i noticed the usual turtle tank was empty and on the tank the sign said "they are all dead". on the way home in theresa's truck she asked me if i saw the empty turtle tank. i said yeah, and she said "did you see it said 'hi-hi-chee-chee-yiy-yiy' that means dead." and i was like "oh." wow, that probably seems like something i would say or do. hahaha. yeah, whatever Monday, April 14, 2003 so last friday, saw craig and ken play acoustic at mcclain's. it was cute. on saturday, did merch for addison. got into the show free. yeah. on saturday, ventured down to san diego and saw melee play. went home pretty late. the girls got phone calls to see if they got home alright. wish i had someone to call to make sure i got home safely. yeah, whatever. finished with my homework. 30 minutes till my next class. but i'm so sleepy. my eye lids feel so heavy. i'm so sleepy that it hurts to keep my eyes open. i think i'm gonna go find a chair somewhere and rest my eyes for a bit. shoot, class till 5:15 today. they are playing hip hop in herre...."raise your hands up in the air-er, like you don't give a care-er." last week, on one of those really hot sunny days, i started thinking about where i was or what i was doing around this time last year. i think it was around the time when i first met jenn. it's pretty funny how we met and started hanging out. we were in the same class together. i always sat either 2 seats behind her or diagonally to her. but we never spoke a word to each other. i didn't speak to anyone. it was linguistics class. it was boring. i observed the people around me. jenn was the 'teacher's pet.' i think. he always called on her, and she would have really good answers because she took really good notes. i saw the limbeck sticker on her folder. she had a cast on her arm. i don't remember which arm. she had really cool shoes. then one day, about 8 weeks before finals, she walks in and says, "i don't want to be here. i want to go get ice cream. anyone wanna ditch with me?" i looked up from my papers and said, "let's go." and we were off.we took jenn's car. when we walked up to it, i saw stickers on her back window. ozma, astoria, weezer, limbeck. woah, this girl is cool. i said, "hey, didn't astoria play at school a while ago?" she said, "yeah, the asian dude in the band is my boyfriend." i got in her car and looked at her massive cd collection. woah, this girl is cool. we ditch several more times in the next couple of weeks. finals were nearing, but we didn't care. we ditch just enough to relieve us from the "semester blues." she invited me to a party one weekend and from then on, i've met so many nice, friendly, sweet people who have made fullerton so much cooler. word. so i'm trying to do some "homework" but i'm so sleepy. my sister gets to sleep in because it's her spring break. i just realized i don't have to work tomorrow! woo hoo. blur style. oh woah, as beowulf said. i wish i were in bed sleeping right now. the drive this morning was horrible. i guess i was zoned out, when i suddenly realized after looking at my watch, "oh shoot, i'm still on the 55 freeway?!?" |
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