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Thursday, August 01, 2002 stupid fullerton. you suck! no, it's not their fault really. why did this have to happen? causing me trouble? you want trouble?!? AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! it's ok, vanessa cheered me up tonight. kept me laughing and giggling. hee hee hee.Wednesday, July 31, 2002 oops, so i forgot that i had my blog address in my profile...oops, i hope i haven't said anything to offend anyone. sorry i don't want to offend anyone. watch, i bet my sister knows of my blog and i often vent about her here or i talk about my family....hehehe, sorry katherine. sorry about talking about your friends.so what did we do today? katherine came with vanessa and me to go see suburban legends tonight. i'm really starting to like them. they kind of grow on you. vince walker is very nice and he's hot too. hehehee. remind me never to drink cafe sua da again. that thing gives you a heart attack. we were so jittery after that. it was bad. i can't sleep right now, that's why i'm writting in my blog. it was funny, we were in barnes and nobles and we were talking about how things were starting to sway, and we were shaking and jittery and we were talking about how much we drank....people were looking at us. i'm sure they didn't catch that we were saying we had drank coffee. they probably thought we were talking about alcohol or something. we were talking pretty loud. i'm sure they heard us, that's why i noticed. normally, i probably would have been oblivious to people's glares and stares. i need to go back to the gym and work out so next time i can attempt to beat john's ass. i love the commercials where they encourage parents to read and play with their kids. the commercial where the little kiddies are like, "mommy, will you read to me? grandma, will you play with me?" so cute. Tuesday, July 30, 2002 so things are a lot calmer around the house lately. my dad looks better. he seems more laid back, no longer so stressed out from all the crap going on at work. i heard him talking to a friend of his on the phone. he was saying he has been the house wife for the past few weeks. it was just funny hearing him say that.i found an american cancer society thrift store right near my house. can you believe that? all this time and i didn't even know it was there. so i drove by to check it out, but haven't gone in yet, waiting for vanessa. speaking of the devil...hehehe just kidding. i'm gonna go call her up now. see what she's doing. peace out folks just came back from gypsy den...saw the guys. haven't seen them for a while. yes, they brought back memories of new years. yes not good. bad experience i'd like to just forget about. you live and learn...then get luvs. huh?what?!? moving on. yeah....so i dont' really drink anymore...i know i know, give it time, but for now....i shall be the chauffeur. we'll see.. anyways, i can't find my aquabats cd. it's really bothering me. i have no idea where it is. i just remembered i have work tomorrow morning. (piano work) from where i'm sitting, (isnt' that a line from a something corporate song?) i can just look up and see the moon. it's very beautifully, even with more than 1/3 of it missing. summer nights are great. it's so cool and peaceful outside. maybe that's why i've been having these urges to go play in the playground or something. it's well lit out and the weather is great. you just want to go outside and well, just play. enjoy your youth ppl. time can knock you down and run you over without you knowing it. so make use of the precious time you have and use it wisely! wow, did that sound somewhat like a fortune cookie. so i'm going through withdrawals. suburban legends withdrawal and goodwill withdrawals. what to do. so what has been going on the last week? let me try and recall the past events. my days seem kind of blurred together, so recall past evens will take a while. wednesday: goodwills? was this the day we went to see ben kweller? i can't remember. thursday: goodwill again? friday: came out to play with vanessa saturday: party that made me fall asleep. sunday (yesterday): mostly chores for the majority of the day. washed my dad's car along with helping my parents around the house. went to mass with vanessa. went to see suburban legends. i came home and couldn't get their songs out of my head. woke up today thinking, maybe see them tonight? i'm starting to feel like i'm getting withdrawals like jennifer and vanessa if i don't see them. monday (today): thought i had work (piano) but didn't. helped my dad around the house. slept. went to the supermarket near my house. saw the cutest boy. he looked like a young mario lopez. very cute. hahah he looked young though. damn. he came and helped me find the hot dog buns. what a dork i am. so...anyone need me to go to the grocery store for them?!? (i tried recalling everything, but i couldn't so, let me make it simple. this past week, i've gone out to "play" (with vanessa), been to the goodwill (with vanessa), seen shows (with vanessa)....um... so basically everything with vanessa? yes good times. Sunday, July 28, 2002 we all live in a yellow submarine....i called in "sick" yesterday so i could come out early and play with vanessa. well she had work till 4 or so. so in the morning, i took my sister to disneyland, then went to home depot to exchange two medicine cabinets for my dad. then came home and helped him set it up on the bathroom walls. we're pros now. then i did a whole mess of laundry and so much stuff around the house that when it was time to "come out and play" i was starting to get tired already. and going to that party where all they did was sing and cry and sing extremely sad emo songs didn't help one bit. hey no offense but i was just tired and those depressing songs just drained the life out of me. so we left and went and hung out around the block and then the beach. nothing too exciting yesterday. i was just thinking i probably should have gone to work cuz now i don't know when they are going to schedule me and if they schedule me this saturday, that's the 2nd, right? and i think that's the smile and waking hours show in la? maybe. so i don't know how i'm going to go to that if they give me a late shift. aye crap i have my room back now. finally! i slept well last night. so tired that i came home and just konked out on the bed. |
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