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Saturday, September 14, 2002 thursday: after the ultimate fakebook show, rick caught up with jenn and i. we spotted aaron from suburban legends. jenn called out his name and he came over. guess what he was wearing?...his own shirt! a suburban legends shirt. what a dork! haha. we (i say 'we' because i just don't remember who said what) commented on that and he said he didn't have any clean shirts to wear. yeh, right. jenn was late to class, so she scrambled off and i was gonna walk with her, but she said stay and chat. so i stayed and chat. i forgot what we were talking about. i guess just bands and shows. like their band and stuff. then somehow i was like, (i think i was trying to make the connection because he probably didn't remember who i was...kind of like introducing ppl bridget jones style...evernyone knows vanessa) "oh yeh, aaron, you know vanessa. asian vanessa." he said "yeh, yeh. we go to the same school." and then i remembered rick knew vanessa so i turned to him and asked him. he said, "yeh i remember her." i said, "yeah, she's my friend, just that.....you've never seen us together." and he said, "right." uhhh, maybe i stopped smiling or something, cuz he said, "you don't have to cry about it, i believe you!" i was not gonna cry! hahahawe chatted for a while, then i went home for work. that night i went to chain to see ultimate fakebook and limbeck. the openers were plain white t's and breakdance vietnam. i think plain white t's were pretty good. (what i caugh of their set, that is.) so anyways, people i saw that night: rick, chris, brian clem, vince walker, ryan stockwell (second time this week. first was outside his house last sunday)...who else? was that it? it seemed like i saw so many people. maybe i just met a lot of people, that's all. my encounter with vince walker: i went outside for air and turned and looked out the door to the parking lot. i did a double take seeing him and he saw me. he was talking to some people and i waved him over to the door (because there are no ins and outs at chain. dumb! anyways, he came over we talked a little bit, small talk that is, our conversation was pretty short. just said hi, how's school/work, he asked who was inside, who i was with...i said my friend...jenn, you know her, right? (i had a hunch) yes he did. then i said i was going to go back in, and he should come in soon. he said yeh yeh, he'll come in. i walked away think, wow, that was a LAME conversation! i SCREWED that one up! hahah. so anyways, later during ultimate fakebooks set, i walked by vince and i didnt' really see him. he grabbed my arm to get my attention and i jokingly grabbed his arm and poked him and he poked me?...i don't know...we were just joking around. i was on my way outside with jenn to help flyer (she flyered for wonderlove...remember them?) so i told him i'd be outside. then i went outside. (my observation is that he's as shy and quiet as i am. damn.) anyways, after the show, i was helping melee flyer the rush of people coming out, i didn't get a chance to go talk to vince. i came over to him while flyering and said something and he laughed. then i was busy flyering that i didn't see him leave. damn. why was i flyering and not talking to vince??! rick could have flyered. damn. friday (the 13th): went over to allison's apartment for 'movie night.' a bunch of people were there. jenn knew of a place where we could go explore a sewer tunnel so we went over there. there were like 15 of us. it was a big group. the tunnel idea was cool. it was fun. it's hard to explain, but just think of a sewer tunnel like in teenage mutant ninja turtles. we explored that for a while and a guy named forrest (hellogoodbye) was taking pictures for his website and he wanted us to be zombies so we walked around in the tunnel like zombies. i think the tunnel wasn't so scary because there were so many people, i'm sure if there were like 5, it would've been much more adventurous. after we went to kaytee's house. dude, she has a HUGE house. 2 acres!!! damn. she has a fireman's pole in her room and a little loft above with a tiny door that leads to this kickass arcade room. wow. there was a tennis/basketball court out back. a trampolene out back that was built into the grass. i got this MEGA GNARLY bruise on my arm because a bunch of us were jumping on and then a guy made me fall and i dove to grab his leg. but as i was doing that, someone landed on the trampoline and then propelled me towards him even harder so basically i was thrown at him and i hurt myself. saturday: today, did a whole bunch of studying and reading this morning. trying to catch up. i was behind like 2 chapters in my online psych class. damn, i took 6 quizzes in 2 days, and did 4 assignments. damn. then i went over to allison's and helped get ready for the melee show. MELEE SHOW! then we got to chain at 6 and then the show. yeh! oh and at this show, i saw ryan stockwell AGAIN!! 3 times in a week. yikes! dude, merch boys and friends of hellogoodbye are beautiful. wow. that's all i have to say. wow. hellogoodbye's merch sold old quickly because they were 'hella good buys.' hellogoodbye, melee and smile were RAD! wow, it was a good night for the most part. sorry vanessa, i didn't write much about the melee show. i'll probably tell you about later. wow, i was just talking to my mom about relationships and other people's relationships, and my relationships (well, actually lack of) oh man, she has nothing to worry about. so much going on these past few days. fun stuff. i was going to write about it, but i am tired so i will go to bed. but...i signed on because i was going to write in my blog. i have a habit of wanting to write (or type) before going to bed. some people write in their journals and/or diaries, i go to my blog. but occurances from the past few days will be mentioned at a later date. i am off to get some beauty sleep. i think i need it. i look and feel so burnt out. i'm still getting you used to balancing school and socializing. reminder to self: school first!!! yeh...right. Thursday, September 12, 2002 hey vanessa, i'm reading your email and it says that you wrote it at 0449 PDT...that's my time. it's 0543 right now. that means i missed you by an hour?! dude. i should go back to sleep. no, first i gotta do some reading. damn school. it's getting cold in the morning now too.Wednesday, September 11, 2002 Vanessa, you are my HERO!!!!!!!!! there is a new vintage store opening right next to chain reaction. vanessa i wish you were here so we could go check it out together! damn you vanessa!tonight i went to see my friend's brother's band...cowch at chain. kevin's brother ran after us after the show to thank us for going. wow, that was so nice of him. but other than that, the show was like that one random night vanessa and i went with her friend. but cowch was alright. let's see, it was monkey pirates, go-reflex, cowch, limitpoint, and student rick? i don't know. we got there to see go-reflex, and stayed till after limitpoint. i'm am just so exhausted. i still need to finish my homework. i had school at 8:30 till 1, then work from 1:30-6:30. then went to the show at 8-11. i'd say that was a long day. Tuesday, September 10, 2002 damn... i'm so tired of school already. someone help me. i need motivation to study. i'm behind already...damn i was talking to my fullerton friend, ernie. we are starting to practice again. jennifer may sing with us. cool cool. ernie's working on a song right now. anyways, he tells me to leave the 28th open for this huge party that he's throwing. and i'm like, ok ok. not too sure if i was going to go because he lives way in riverside. he then says, "oh, and brian (the guy who's sister we kept seeing at legends) might be able to get suburban legends to play a set." i was just like, "what?! no way? small world. does that mean vince will be there?!!" hahaha, so does that mean i'm going now?Sunday, September 08, 2002 Feel Better Soon Vanessaalex's mom through him a suprise birthday party. we got there at 6, expecting him to be home by 7. no, he didn't come home till 8. but while we were waiting, i got a call from my parents, they were at a gas station near vanessa's house. they had gotten a flat tire after going through a car wash. so i had to rush over to the gas station and take them home and then rush back to get to alex's. yes vanessa, we did make it out to the bonfire. we got there at almost 10, but that's alright, i just wanted to stop by and say hi. we then headed back to alex's, but not before trying to think of something else to do. jennifer and i both knew that we wouldn't be so indecisive about where to go if vanessa was there. we went back to alex's and hung out there till 2 in the morning folks. wow. late, huh? we started playing cards and then we played darts. we were all sitting in alex's room, and i just happened to be standing. so jackson asks about mr. vince walker. he asked how it was going. and i was like, i don't know. going nowhere. and jackson said "you need vanessa, huh?" yeah. i admit it. i don't want to have to do all the dirty work. i guess i started blushing because jackson and then catherine commented on how my cheeks were getting red. hehehe, yeh, i blush easily. not just because we were talking about vince walker! (partly, but not entirely!!! hahah) i think because everyone's attention was on me. wow. loc is doing well with his girl. it's "smooth sailing from here," as he had put it. i was suppose to the 9 30 mass with jennifer this morning, but she hasn't waken up yet. after mass, we are suppose to go to the swap meet possibly with cliff and marie and maybe alex. that's what was planned yesterday. so anyways, i'm still home and my mom just told me that she's taking the car. wait, so my dad took a car, my mom is taking the other car. the lexus has a flat and is still at the gas station. so...i'm carless??? wow, i didn't even realize that. how can i live without a car? what am i going to possibly do?! reminds me of when i had my car in the shop or when my car wouldn't start. vanessa! come pick me up!!!! basically i'm stuck at home right now. i guess that gives me a chance to do some studying? or writing in my blog. hehehe |
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