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Saturday, September 28, 2002 dude, i just go in an argument with my mom...something about money that i'd rather not go too much into. just that she thought she was paying for all my stuff, like school and school books, but i've been paying for most of that (well half of school tuition) and she didn't know. that's why i don't have money left. and she was all liike, you've been going out so much, that's where all your money goes, doesn't it?!! You go shopping so much too. NO I DON'T!!!! I GO TO THE FUCKING THRIFT STORES AND GOODWILL AND I SPEND A FRICKEN' 6 DOLLARS ON A JEAN JACKET!!! I go hang out with people who live 5 minutes from disneyland where i go work then stop by their house afterwards. I use up soooo much gas don't I?!?! (sarcasm) I don't spend any money hanign out with them. They always have cookies that i eat instead of dinner. Damn, wait, no, i admit, i do spend a lot of money at times, but i'm cutting back and fricken' trying to pay for my own stuff and my mom goes and says i go out too much and spend it on junk. what the hell??!?!?! aye carrumba.on a lighter note...yesterday at work, i had a guest who was visiting from London. I was talking to her and asking her questions and her accent was AMAZING. WOW, i was both happy and jealous of Vanessa at the same time. The lady had the coolest accent and she was so nice and she reminded me of Bridget in Bridget Jones' Diary. Her food was ready but i stalled and took my time so i could talk to her some more. hahaha I talked to Vanessa on AIM this morning!! YEah!! I think this was the first time in a WHOLE WEEK!!! I've just been so busy this week. So, my chem test today, yeah, I don't know. Oh well, I'll do better next time when I feel better. After my chem class, I had my film music class which I sat through for about 15 minutes when I decided to go home. I just wasn't up for it. My stomach hurt because my foot hurt and I was so tired. As I drove home and realized I had chiropractors. I called and cancelled it. Came home by 11 and slept until 2:30. Got up then and got ready to leave for work (disney). Thank goodness for that nap. Otherwise I think I would've DIED while working. Whew! Afterwards, I stopped by Allison's house, which is right near Disneyland. A bunch of people were there. WE hung out a bit, played board games, decided to go for a late swim, got caught and kicked out, went back up to her apartment and played Taboo, listened to some crank calls and made some, had some Crispy Creme. YUM! but so fattening. Damn. When I left, everyone was still so into listening to those crank calls on the internet. I was tired driving home, but when I got home, I couldn't stand how messy my room was so I decided to clean up my bathroom and start on my very LARGE load of laundry. I wonder if I will have time to go wash cars with Cliff and Marie tomorrow. I don't know, we'll see tomorrow. I need to do so much. Hopefully, I will not sleep in too late because sleep seems to be getting in the way of my precious time. But then again, sleep is sooo precious to me. Well, if I wake up early enough, I will study some, then maybe go wash my car because my car is soooo DIRTY!! It's has LAYERS of dirt on it! I'm serious! People tell me that too! Can you believe that?! It's true. I don't know when the last time my car was washed. Vanessa, we never did get a chance to wash our cars together. I think it's been over a year since we started saying we'd wash our cars together, but we haven't EVER accomplished that task. Yeh, I wonder how long we can go on planning on washing our cars together, but never get the chance. Do you think we can keep this "tradition" going on. I give it 3 years from last summer before we actually get our cars washed together. C'mon, let's get a poll going. Friday, September 27, 2002 Dude Vanessa, I was singing that Beatles song this morning!!! " NO JOKE!" Hahaha, how weird. Yeah, and my "foot" started hurting today. How did I know it? I felt better knowing why I was so exhausted and drained the last few days. It was because of my "foot." Hahaha. And also I was relieved to know that I am not pregnant. Hahaha. (Inside joke with Vanessa! I think I'm really sure that I am not pregnant.)Gosh, this morning was such a tiring morning, followed by a somewhat rewarding one. I woke up this morning and was kind of freaking out about my history test. I drove my sister to school and we were listening to The Beatles (because I was singing it in the morning, I was in the mood for more from The Beatles) So yeah, The Beatles got me in a more uplifting mood and it was a great stress reliever. I drove to school, singing merrily along. It was great. I had my break and I tried to study for my history test, but I don't htink cramming for tests does much for me. I took the test and I answered most of the questions easily and I think I did farily well. Whew! Thank goodness. I had stopped a few times during the test to think about the question, and I would start staring off and zoning out. I think I could have fallen asleep during the test! Damn, I was so tired. But I made it and I finished the test. Woo hoo! I drove home and it was a little dangerous, I was so close to falling asleep. I had to start weaving in and out of traffic to wake up and keep myself from falling asleep. I got home and took a quick nap and then I went to work. At work today, I was afraid that I would be exhausted and that I wouldn't be able to concentrate and help the kids. But some of them were so cute and funny that they helped lift my spirits. At one point, a little 5 year girl said to me, "Theresa, you're so silly." I think that's when all my stress went away and I began to feel a bit better. I'm starting to be like John where I am setting a goal for myself everyday. I want to be able to accomplish something everyday. Yesterday, I decided to help my mom cook and make dinner. (without a kitchen, I might add) We used the grill out back. It wasn't much, but to me, it is an accomplishment in itself. I've decided that since I want so much to be independent and on my own, that I am going to do more around the house and learn to take care of myself. That would mean be able to cook for myself and take some responsibility and pay for all my stuff. (which I do mostly already except for phone bill/car insurance/gas...damn, I'll need to work more and make more money.) I'm gonna try to keep track of my money. I want to see how much I make and spend. I'm going to start preparing myself for the day when I move out or something. Goal number one is to take action towards growing up and being responsible and independent instead of complaining and whining about it to people. Sorry Vanessa! Ok, I gonna go rest my eyes for a bit, then I'm going to study for my damn chem test tomorrow. Oh yeah, Vanessa! No need to send home the Aquabats cd...I still haven't found it, but Jenn let me borrow hers and so now I have 2 Aquabats cds! You want me to send you one?! I'm gonna try to make your cd for you soon! Maybe this weekend when I get the chance. Ok....peace out. Thursday, September 26, 2002 Vanessa, I just went back to your blog and did not realize until now that you were the one who has been saying "no worries." I wrote that in my blog and the email....interesting...you have a subconscious affect on me....ooh...ok, time to study hard study hard I'm okay Vanessa. Nooooooo worries. It's just one of those days....or few days. Maybe my "foot" is going to hurt soon. I don't know. It's all goooooood. Maybe I'm suffering from shows withdrawals. I'm gonna go write you an email...so go check it!Tuesday, September 24, 2002 i'm so fucking tired! oh my. did i just cuss? man. i just got home from work. i don't know. I'm tired, so tired, i'm tired of having fun. [you like vanessa?] but i'm just so tired of so many things right now. the stress is getting to me! aye. i just wanna sleep. sleep is good.Monday, September 23, 2002 what's up with tet trung thu? i had no idea. hahaha. what the heck?! that just shows you how vietnamese i am right there. jeez.Ivy is on the soundtrack for Roswell, Felicity and Carrie 2. FYI |
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