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Wednesday, August 13, 2003 i'm gone for 3 days and i get 4 friendster messages. more than i ever get. weird. speaking of weird, vanessa, you should check out who asked to be my friend. go ahead, click on it. it's so weird. just make sure you don't confirm them as a friend b/c this person is not my friend. san francisco was good. i just realized how OCD i am about being cautious. i'm a bad traveler. i will get better. i won't be so OCD about it anymore.click here for an account of vanessa and my san francisco trip. Sunday, August 10, 2003 not that i was snooping or anything. really i wasn't. but looking in my sister's closet i found some smirnoff ice. hmm..first thought: how did she get it? and no, i'm not gonna tell my parents. jeez who do you think i am? i must be the most overprotective older sister, huh? i'm sure. well, i'm sure all those times we talked about drinking in front of her didn't help much either.anyways, my sister's cat is still at my house. why didn't she just give it to one of her friends to take care of? she's gone for a good 5 days. jeez. both my mom and i went in to the bathroom today. (not even remebering the cat was there) i filled up the water dish w/o knowing that my mom had refilled it this morning. so that cat must have been really thirsty. okay, gotta go finish packing and then i'm gonna take my car to get fixed. maybe they can fix the ac for me? please? it would suck when school starts and i'm gonna have to drive to fullerton everyday in this weather. oh man. just got home from spending yet another entire day at vanessa's. at least i didn't stay till 4 AM like i did last night. who knew girl talk would go by so quickly. one minute it is 11, the next it is 1:30 and then 3:40! today i burned my finger really bad(ly) b/c it hurt really bad(ly) for a really long time. and then a few minutes ago, vanessa got stung by a wasp. ouch! being me, i'm all like, "oh let me take a look at it" and "no, it doesn't look like a cut, but a pinch or sting" and "oh, let me get you cotton so you can clean it." i don't know, future doctor?? while walking out to my car, vanessa's sister and mom were like, "oh let me get cotton for you." and i'm like, "yeh. i do that at home too. i guess i have older sister sydrome where i go straight into nurse mode when my sister or parents get sick...well that is when i am home now a days. woah, i didn't realize how i just go into that mode when these things happen. i remember when my dad cut his hand with a knife and had to get stitches. i wasn't scared of all that blood. and when my dog got bitten by a coyote. dude, there was flesh everywhere. i was cool. just as long as it's not my blood. to-be doctor?? hmm. i don't know. i don't know what i'm gonna do. who said i'm even going to make it into med school. well, let's hope that i get the hang of studying and doing a really good job and then maybe i'll finish my 4 years (or maybe 5 years) then i can take a break and then go into med school. yeh, i got 4 hours of sleep b/c of everything vanessa and i talked about last night. hmm...we did our usual recap of events in our lives. even for the 10th time now, we still try to recall past events. i really don't know why we do that, but it's fun and intersting at times...i told her about my 'secret'. hahah, surprise! no, it was no biggie. she told me a 'secret.' something i probably didn't need to know right now. i tried getting her to tell me more, but no luck. crazy talk. yeh! san francisco in 2 days. so did Long agree to take us to the airport?? there's so many things i want to do, but when i get back i will be starting school. i want to get a haircut, i want to get my fortune told, i want to...i forgot what else. i want to start school, but at the same time i don't. you get what i'm saying? yeah. |
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