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Monday, October 06, 2003

i'm so preoccupied. i don't know what to do. i received a call an hour ago from my cousin. my uncle is in the hospital. she said his heart stopped. she was crying in the message. i called my mom to let her know. then i went to a meeting and heard a story about a girl who almost got mugged last night, in a hospital parking lot. and it was only 8 pm! then they all started talking about people who have night classes. and i told them how i study late. and i'm usually by myself. in an empty building. and nancy was saying how uci's campus has a lot of low shrubs and it's a lot bigger. easy for ppl to hide if they wanted. she freaked me out. maybe i should start going to the uci library rather than that empty building. yeah. my friend had advised me to get some mase. when he told me this, i thought nothing more of it, but now...
i am going to a women's self defense class in a few weeks. if anyone would like to join me. you get a free t-shirt that says, "fight like a girl." wouldn't that be a cool shirt?!

oh i got my chem test back. i aced it. no prob. (well thank goodness for the curve) so excited. so relieved. so uncomfortable when people ask me what i get on my tests and i just say, "i did alright.' and they ask again, and i say, "i did well." and they say, "how well." and i don't want to say, " i got an A," it always makes me feel weird when i say that and all they say in return is "oh" or they give me a look. i'm sorry if i did well on this test! i don't always do well if that makes you feel better. so when they ask, for the 20th time, i don't say anything but show them my paper. and that shuts them up. sorry. but for those who do just as well or better.. good job.

my cousin just called again.

the worse sound to hear is the sound of loved ones crying.

theresa writes @ 6:17 PM |

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