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Tuesday, July 09, 2002
i wrote this yesterday 7/8/02 around 10:15p.m. i didn't really feel like going online...
my throat is starting to hurt. i don't know what it's from. i really don't feel like getting sick right now.
i couldn't sleep last night. i woke up at 1 and couldn't sleep till 3:30. gosh, do you know how frustrating it is when you can't fall back asleep?!? i kept on thinking about things and i couldn't fall back to sleep. you know how when you have things on your mind or you think about things you can't sleep? well it's like that for me. i have to clear my mind before i go to bed. that's why i write in this blog. i was thinking about my grandma. i saw her on the 4th. she's so weak now. she starting to forget things. she would ask us our name, and then 2 minutes later ask again. it's hard. before when she couldn't hear to well or see too well, all we had to do was come closer to her and speak loudly and she'd recognize us and start talking to us. but now she doesn't even remember us. she's so weak too. she needs help walking around and she always used to be so strong. a few years ago, she'd take the bus to go visit her children and grandchildren. going from newport all the way to santa ana, or even fullerton. she used to do yardwork when she lived at my house. i think my grandma is 87 years old now. that's old.
my dad may lose his job and i just realized that that would mean he'd lose his income and that's half of my families' income. that's a lot dude! and he's so close to getting retirement money and all the benefits. 3 more years. but if they fire him, he won't get any of that and he's been working there for almost 20 years. all that work for nothing. tey were saying they may have to sell their land that they have in dana point. they used to dream of building their dream house there, but then they found this house. they used to dream of keeping that land for us, so that we can one day build our own dream house. they've had the land for 12 or so years. all this time and now they may have to sell it?!?
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